I never quite warmed up
to the unexpected guest—
whether a person, a feeling,
or the sudden stretch of distance.
No matter how much I trained myself
to be ready for anything,
every uninvited thing
took a piece of me.
And the more I tried to patch it,
the more I realized:
not every tear
needs to be closed the same way.
My soul began to expand
with every seam,
my heart grew
with every fracture.
Until it gleamed—
like a cloak stitched with sacred light.
Some only saw the shimmer,
some noticed the craftsmanship.
But the ones who truly saw,
turned their gaze and stayed.
Loving myself became
the most sacred part of the journey.
And each time I chose to stand with myself,
my soul blessed me in return.
But no matter how deeply I loved,
I never worshipped anyone.
Sometimes I loved gently,
sometimes wildly,
and sometimes I buried my feelings
in the chorus of a breakup song.
And yes—
I know how to say goodbye
softly.
Still…
instead of being
an unexpected guest—
be someone
too extraordinary to ever be predicted.
Only then
will my soul
love you with the kind of care
that shelters stars.
And always remember:
Every sonata holds
only the notes that are meant to be.
The Poet Saw Her Will